Very much upset
Hi guys,
I am really upset coz by today morning, my grandpa went for an operation for removing his left leg, as diabetes plays in his life. The fact is, he already looses his right leg, for the same diabetes. I cant even accept the fact that my grandfather is with no legs. I love my grandfather a lot, as i said you earlier, i love my family.
When my brother calling me up in the morning and passed away the information, my eyes get blurred and i recognize that, they were filled up with tears. I cant do anything other than helping him for his normal works and pray for god. The only positive thing here is,doctor assures that he will not pass away for atleast another five years, since we did the operation.Otherwise, its fucking hard to even say that.
I dont know how i will face him the next time i visit my hometown. I very upset and not even going to see him at hospital, as i am gonna burst out with tears when i see his face. Not a fair one to say for everyone. But still, i hate god at this moment.Why the hell he makes us to be fond of our grandpa, and why the hell he makes him feel such pain. Anyway we make a resolution that we will care our grandpa much more than we before.Of course we still now care him, but we make our effort double to eas him off.
Anyway my friends starts complaining me that i am always looking sad. The above statements say the reason, whay i am so.I dont know any place other than tblog, to cry and spill out the words of pain and feelings.This day is really a sucking,painful day for our whole family.
We love you grandpa..!!!
posted by: sosa (reply)
post date: 01.29.09 (6:00 am)
Hey, i think you should be grateful that your grandpa is still alive. Though he might have lost his legs to diabetes, he will still be the same person that you know and love. He needs your support right now. You have to be strong for him. He knows you love him and when you visit him, it will show him that you support him and love him.
Trust me, things could be a lot worse. I lost my aunt that i was very close to, to brain cancer. She was diagnosed in July and passed in November of 2008. I know about pain and sadness.
posted by: Ladyg (reply)
post date: 01.29.09 (10:24 am)
Sorry to hear about your grandpa raj, stay strong for him. I have a friend that have also had a double amputation due to diabetes, he is doing well.
posted by: barnabus1 (reply)
post date: 01.29.09 (12:01 pm)
He might need you to make him a ramp, so he can get in and out of the house in a wheelchair. Think you should go see him, and if you cry..jut give him a hug..He know how much you love him and care about him...to not go see him might be sayin that you don't care. We have to face hard things in life, so that we will be in a position to help someone else with the same problem someday!! It will give you great understanding and wisdom.
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 01.29.09 (11:18 pm)
Reply to: sosa
Sorry to hear abt ur aunt. Since in my office they wont give me leave for this month, i'll go and see him by next week or a week after.
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 01.29.09 (11:19 pm)
Reply to: Ladyg
Thats good to hear lg. Anyway i'll make him feel good, by being his backbone to rest of his days.
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 01.29.09 (11:22 pm)
Reply to: barnabus1
Sure i will help him as i did before.And i will see him ASAP. And we bought a new wheelchair for him.
posted by: barnabus1 (reply)
post date: 01.31.09 (7:28 pm)
Reply to: rajkumarpb
Really glad to hear that!! You only have him for a time..so make the best of it!!
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 02.02.09 (2:41 pm)
Ah, so sorry to hear about your grandfather...At least he is still around! He will appreciate your visit very much.
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 02.02.09 (11:23 pm)
Reply to: rosietulips
Hope so. By the way he is getting well at a rapid manner.We're happy to hear that.