Will she call me?
Hi all,
& nbsp; I think these days are counted as my bitter days ever.Yes, i am working for around 10hrs, no proper sleep, no proper food and not even a chat with my friends.Now i am gonna face a worst scenario.Yes, one of my best friend, her name is Priya, is going to leave the city by tonight as she got a good job somewhere else.That means she is going leave me 2000 miles(or more)apart.
& nbsp; I really felt bit bad, but although its her future and she took a decision which makes her happy(but not for other..atleast i think so).But anyway i had to tolerate this as its gonna happen anyways in future, may be after her marriage.So i took it as easy.But for me, i think friends around me getting dispersed in a linear manner and i dont want to loose my friends at all.
& nbsp; She is one of my good friend, even i like her a lot . The reason behind that was simple.She is juz like me.(I already post about her in earlier posts) And i even thought of marry her, but simply put a stop, as it not gonna work.Yes, i am a practical person and i dont want to spend my romantic times with her. I just want to be with her as a good friend and a caretaker.She is a very good care-taker.
& nbsp; I simply love her a lot as a friend.A love doesnt depict to end in marriage as most of you know.Its just more than friendship.Thats it.Tonight i got to go for railway station to send her off by train. I am counting for words to talk with her, while she departed. I am strong and will never gonna cry for anything, but i too have some feelings which gets regretted at times.I feel better after writing my feelings here, and the only thing i worried about is, Will she call me after she cope up with her daily routine?.Will she mail me after she get comfortable living there?
& nbsp; Those questions were nurturing and becomes awkward to find answers. I gotta stop here. I know i'll tolerate things better than anyone. OK friends, i must go back to work and will soon available online once i get free from the current project i am involving with.Bye all.
posted by: Ladyg (reply)
post date: 12.02.08 (8:54 pm)
You are really busy, hope you finish soon, we miss you.
Sorry about your friend moving.
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 12.03.08 (1:17 am)
Reply to: Ladyg
I too hope so..
She didn't even call me yet...What to think about her?
A culprit?
posted by: Ladyg (reply)
post date: 12.03.08 (1:20 am)
Reply to: rajkumarpb, Maybe she is still busy getting settled, I hope that you hear from her soon.
Are you still real busy?
posted by: pretensions (reply)
post date: 12.03.08 (7:02 am)
Sounds like things are tough for you now, Raj - I hope it works out. You and your friend can still stay in touch by email and telephone...
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 12.06.08 (4:38 am)
Reply to: Ladyg
She called me yesterday and i am glad to hear her voice... By the way i am still too busy lg... May be get rid of this by the end of this month..Hope new year will be a new one for me...
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 12.06.08 (4:38 am)
Reply to: Ladyg
She called me yesterday and i am glad to hear her voice... By the way i am still too busy lg... May be get rid of this by the end of this month..Hope new year will be a new one for me...
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 12.06.08 (4:39 am)
Reply to: pretensions
I too hope that p..BTW i wont see you in blog for past few months..Are you busy?Like me?...lol....
posted by: pretensions (reply)
post date: 12.06.08 (6:21 pm)
Hi Raj, busy and had a lot of problems with my home internet connection. It still gives me errors now and then but is more or less stable. Our building is an old one from the '70s and the telephone wires haven't been upgraded. The connections at work are much better.
posted by: barnabus1 (reply)
post date: 12.06.08 (7:17 pm)
You ned your sleep and to eat right to kep up your strength and your health!! at least get on some vitamin supplements if nothing else...Hope you find a better job soon...Sorry about your friend leaving like that, but not all friends are supposed to be forever friends!! Still I know it's hard!!!
posted by: cyrix (reply)
post date: 12.11.08 (1:51 pm)
hi, what's up?
well, hmm.. reading between the lines, i think you're in love with your bestfriend. reminds me of the movie "my bestfriend's wedding" lols..
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 01.08.09 (1:53 am)
Reply to: pretensions
I am gonna got a internet connection at my home and i hope i wont stop blogging anymore for upcoming days.. Happy to see u pretensions
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 01.08.09 (1:55 am)
Reply to: barnabus1
Hmm,the story still going.She call me occasionally and we had some best time in phone and the good news is she is coming home back on 12th Jan.I am gonna see her and i just ask her Why u forgot to call me,as u did before.And nowadays i eat a lot,sleep a lot and enjoy my days, coz the projects over.
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 01.08.09 (1:57 am)
Reply to: cyrix
Ofcourse u r partially rite, but i just love to spend time with her and not some romantic moments. I dont want to spend the whole life with her.Its erratic and awkward, coz if two persons having same character marry, the life seems bore.Right?