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Yesterday i am watching a tamil movie, and while in the middle the heroins face just resemble my ex-girl friend and it just digs out her thoughts from my mind.And for some time i felt bad for that, but after realizing the things that happen it'll be OK for me. But i am just wonder why i want her at the time of thinking her.. And suddenly changing my mind..This means i still think about her? I hope not.But of so then thats the worst part of my life.
This occur after a long time, ie. after we broke our relationship and i dont remember that day even. I hate the heroin as she just resemble her face. I am completely upset with myself, for a thought like that.I dont think thats natural.But its disgusting..Really disgusting... And still now its screws up my mind and i just get relief only after turning myself into some other activities. And hopefully, i want to fall in love, and sure not with her.I hate that feeling..err..
I wont even imagine about i love her.That sucks.. My head chunks into pieces. I am going to play some games to get rid of this kinda Nightmares...lol... I bet this is the worst Nightmare after a long time...
posted by: barnabus1 (reply)
post date: 10.21.08 (1:21 pm)
Ahhh but the best thing is: This too shall pass!!
Sometimes it seems like it won't, but am sure when you really connect with someone new, the old memory will fade into oblivion!!! Or even just in time!! they say time heals all wounds...and it's true!!!! Hang in there!!!!
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 10.21.08 (10:40 pm)
Reply to: barnabus1
I hate those feelings and i dont let them to ruin me.. Time heals it... I accept you..
posted by: Ladyg (reply)
post date: 10.22.08 (1:06 am)
Time heals all wounds.
posted by: rajkumarpb (reply)
post date: 10.22.08 (1:12 am)
Reply to: Ladyg
:)
posted by: pretensions (reply)
post date: 10.27.08 (6:47 am)
I've been there - it'll hurt for months or years after the breakup and then one day you'll realise that what you miss is your idealised image of her and not the real thing. That's when you'll feel really free to move on.