Hey guys,

   This is the last day of my work in this company. I am going to leave this place by the evening. I aint feel bad or having any dumb sentiments with that. Even a friend of mine too worried about my resignation, but still i am not. Why would i worry about that. I believe in myself and i hope i'd get a better job than the current one and next time i'll make sure that i get paid by an decent amount , might be higher than my current pay.

  OK, other than this nothing special to say. Yeah, one thing. I am leaving this city and go to my native village in a week time. I feel so happy that i am going to meet my grandma and grandpa, ofcourse my mom and dad. ok guys. see ya soon. My next post will be from my home .

 Yes, i am 'bout to sit in my home for next two or three months or till i get a new job. So i planned to kill my time. So i'll buy a console and start playing all classic games. thats it. no future plans or whatsoever. I hate fucking plans, coz they always messed up or either fucked up. So why do i bother about that shit.

 Guys, i feel the days i am going to sit in my home as vacation instead of considering it as a shame on me. Why would i feel shame? I dont left my job. Since the company dont have any projects they ask me to leave the company. So i am just an victim of this. As far as i heard, there is no vacancies currently in IT fields. So better i take some rest and then start from the beginning. What say?

  While i am clear all these days i got stuck with a situation. I am thinking of start a new company along with three of my friends and i got a big oppose from my family from who i need help. I am financially backward now, so no option other than begging for money with my parents. I ashamed of my impotency in finance, but had no option left. They just want me not to involve in business right now. They think that i am not so well sculpted to handle situations esp that often occurs with business. I have a hope in myself and ofcourse with my friends, but still my parents not interested with my deal.

  So what should i do? I am bit coherant in taking decisions when my family involves in that matter. They said i always took wrong decision, (which is not 100% true, i once took a wriong decision and faced the consequences) and finally i will be back off with that idea. My friends were not going to drop the idea even i am not with them. As their parents believe them. This doesnt mean my parents not believe me, but they worrying a lot. Which is a bit annoying for me. Cause everyone has their own turn-over and i think its mine.

  So guys, what will i do? Or tell me what shall i do? I dont want to hurt my parents , on the other hand i dont want to leave that chance which could make me as a person who is financially well. I am in a dilemma for sure...

   Nowadays i am looking so clear, yup, with no more confusion that's dizzy around my head. I watch movies,working,playing and enjoying my time. Eventhough i still hadn't find any job,i wont feel thats a big deal.

  I feel kinda i missed the tblog. Then i am here now. Will never leave tblog.See ya soon..