I was fully stuffed with lot of problems and wont even space to breath. Yesh, thats absolute truth about me, as of now. I am going to leave my job and since its a big recession time, getting job here in IT field,is goddamn impossible, atleast for now.   I dont have any idea about what to do next?. Still i have some project offers from various individuals over various countries which will enuff for me to fill my wallet for another four months, but what next? I need to re-think about that.

  Now, i wont step back into my company or wont go back and join with my parents,as they too in some bad economic condition.Which is really pathetic. Now its hard time for me to took some decision which may change my life. Yes, i have some big plans in my mind,but i need more money to get it into action.So things start getting worse here. But i need to implement my plans, instead of whatever problems that around me. Now tell me what i can do? Either go as in the way in which my instincts guide me, or stick with the traditional thing,say get another job which will feed you atleast. Will let you know once i decide?

  Yes, you are right. My ex-girlfriend may be a bitch or more than that. We both had broken our relationship few months before,say 6months or above. And for the past 6 months i even forgot to remember her name too. But all of a sudden, i heard of a rumour that she spread and was shocked at the news.

 She told everyone in her office that i loved her at the time of our relationship and even i love her now too.lol. i fell on my feet by laughing out loud but suddenly comes with a striking thought that why would one drag a person, who is not involved with them currently. Is she still wants to screwed up by me?. If so then i am ready to screw up, but not to love her.

   Even though when i am in a tight relationship, i just want to screw her up and not more than that. Because simply she is sexy, gorgeous and more structured, who makes anyone get tempted easily but not having any special thing to make us fall in love with her.Ofcourse i like her tits(were nice ones and even she too feel proud of it..lol..) but, does that mean i love her?

  I am expecting an oppurtinity to talk with her about the rumour. I come to know this through my friend who is also working in that company with her. For you info, she also told everyone that my friend(a.k.a her collegue) was so bad and he only loves to fuck girl and not more than that. May be that true with her case, but not for all. If i find a perfect girl for me, i better love her rather trying to screw her and leave her like a tissue in the toilet.

  OK guys.Now please tell me why should she spread such rumours and make everyone to gossip about me. What the hell does she got from this? Is the girl is kind of psychopath, who feels happy by spreading rumours like this. I am bit confused but say, this doesnt affect me at all. Its simply a great joke make ROFLMAO!!!! Buts just now started to thinking about a man who is going to marry that bitch. Oh! geesh, he get screwed up her, instead he do...lol..

  Nowadays i am getting into trouble very easily. With just an small incident that happened a while ago, my company was completely misjudged myself and even wants me to throw out of the company. I am expecting this to be happen very soon, say within two to three months. I dont care about losing the job but i feel bad that they wont know me at all, if i go out.

  Aside, healthwise too i am too weak. I am getting very lazy face, as i am watching the computers all over the day and even lost sleep over few days. Its better that i loose a job instead of feeling such fucking pain all the day.

  I am eagerly looking forward my termination day and i am sure i'll celebrate that day, for let me free from those itches and pains. After that, i need to find a good job, that couldn' involve any computer related work. :D . Eventhough i studied computer as my major in the college, even i took the course on my will, i started hating it now. Still i know that the possibility of getting a job w/o any computer work is damn bad idea, but i need to.

  Lets see what the fuck is going to happen. Either the company throw me out or , i terminate the company. :D . Anyhow even i wont feel comfortable for browsing and blogging too. Thats a bit pain in my eyes that make me feel asleep all over the day, even at office. Guys, the itching is started. Bye guys.