I am back from the trip by Yesterday morning. And still my heart floats around my family, esp with my grandpa.. Its a bit bad to see him with no legs i was completely went blank when i see him first. I had no words to talk to him.I just cried and after then i realize that atleast he is with us.

 The days went quick then i expected. Today i feel very guilty. For the past few months i had a thought which dumps me in every aspect. Why i leave my family? for this fucking piece of shitty money? I know thats a dumb question to ask but iot screws me real bad. I also knew the answer. Thats just ignore the question. :D

  As i said in my earlier posts, my grandpa is getting better and he feel good. So i think i am gonna see him. So i took three day leave and leaving the city by tomorrow night. But i am just feel bad to face him, as once i see him without his legs,then i sure broke out.

  No words to explain and i had only tears left to pour. I just want to say that i am going to see him. Thats it. bye guys

Do you know,

  Lot of problems for a  youth was really not good. Yes, with my company i am facing lot of problems. I am the one who responsible for all happenings.They suspect me for whatever happens. But, ofcourse i may be the reason for one of those problems, i just feel bad.

 On the other side, my eyes were start itching and feel irritated with that.You know, watching monitors all over the day was real pain in my ass. I just want to go somewhere for some weeks, where there is no TV,computer or any gadgets and i feel good when i reach such place.

  OK friends.I am short of time . so i leave this place, without any intention to leave.

Bye

  I am not earning much. But it suffice my needs.And till now i wont give a penny to my parents or even they too not compel me to do so.Yesterday,when i talk to my father, he told me that i have to spend that money and no need to save it atleast for another two years, as savings were not a big deal. So, i just decided to spend as much i can and buy whatever i wish,regardless of the catefory it was.

  I just start updating my PC which was a dream for me since my college days.Now no one is there is to restrict me on my purchase or spending spree.This is called as Happy Days in my life after the school and college days. And with no restriction on my salary, i just spend the half of the money on updation.

  Anyhow i am enjoying my bachelor life, and will do enjoy the rest of days,atleast till my marriage. And oops, i had to write about onething. For what these blogs were intend to? Coz my friends who is residing some few thousand miles apart from me, read this blog and esp the Will she call me. post and she called me yesterday and she exclaimed and told me, is it true? . I am just wonder,how dare she ask that question. Coz i hope this is the place to vent my anger, spill my emotions or whatever feeling it is? . If so, then why i am going to lie on such relationships?

  I wasn't answer that question properly and rather speaking that shit i turn down the topic and make her forgot about that post.What a weird people? Huh..Anyway bye friends.