Generally speaking, girls were well known for their kind-heartedness. But the incident happened today morning, changes this.

  Yes, today i am on my way to office by bus.It was crowded, like everyday. I am sitting two seats after the last seats, which were been fully allooted for ladies.When a stop comes, an old lady, who is almost 50 years old, was happened to travel by standing.I was shocked to see that no ladies at the backseat were been offered the old lady a place to sit. So, i just decided to offer my seat to her, as i always do. coz, basically i am very kind towards elder people. But when this incident happens, i am just shocked to see those ladies who laugh at me and still they wont recognize their fault.

   Thats made me the first statement to be false, in the modern era. I see almost a bunch of incidents proving that the statement was false.It was just horrible, and after i look those girls and they were look daemon to me. No offense meant on girls/ladies.Its just my opinion and i wont blame all in the world. Just those b1tches who stare at the old lady with no kind in their heart.

Hi guys,

  I am really upset coz by today morning, my grandpa went for an operation for removing his left leg, as diabetes plays in his life. The fact is, he already looses his right leg, for the same diabetes. I cant even accept the fact that my grandfather is with no legs. I love my grandfather a lot, as i said you earlier, i love my family.

  When my brother calling me up in the morning and passed away the information, my eyes get blurred and i recognize that, they were filled up with tears. I cant do anything other than helping him for his normal works and  pray for god. The only positive thing here is,doctor assures that he will not pass away for atleast another five years, since we did the operation.Otherwise, its fucking hard to even say that.

  I dont know how i will face him the next time i visit my hometown. I very upset and not even going to see him at hospital, as i am gonna burst out with tears when i see his face. Not a fair one to say for everyone. But still, i hate god at this moment.Why the hell he makes us to be fond of our grandpa, and why the hell he makes him feel such pain. Anyway we make a resolution that we will care our grandpa much more than we before.Of course we still now care him, but we make our effort double to eas him off.

  Anyway my friends starts complaining me that i am always looking sad. The above statements say the reason, whay i am so.I dont know any place other than tblog, to cry and spill out the words of pain and feelings.This day is really a sucking,painful day for our whole family.

  We love you grandpa..!!!

  I came here by yesterday morning, and things getting bored as before.Normal life,no no,a machine life. Wake up by 8:30 am and go to office by 11AM. Leave the office by 8PM ,then finish the dinner and go to bed. I always use to say "What the fuck?". Now the word comes very often,especially after my holiday trips from my home town.Things really getting bored faster than i expected.

  No outings,no shopping and even no gaming.In my childhood i used to play for atleast 2-3 hrs a day.But now, getting 3-4 hrs free time is like getting petrol at this time. I rarely gets that. And we also think of vacating the room and go back to our home town itself.As the salary is not so good and its not even enough for half-a-month. We had a strong shopping spree and the salary seems nothing infront of that.

  Of course,most of the times the money interrupts our shopping and even my dating *sigh*. Its completely disgusting.Am i right? Lets see whats happen. I had a strong thought of leaving this damn city and, i had no options left again, if the salary still seems constant as it was for past 10 months.

  OFFTOPIC : Anyway i hope US will get out of the economic crisis as Obama take the charge.Am i right? Bye all.

Hi all,

  I just enjoy the whole week with an array of festivals and functions regrading that. I enjoy the days with my family and especially with my brothers. I just wonder how i manage to miss such paradise in earth. My native village. its awesome to be here and my life sometimes gets gruesome, especially when you're alone in the home left with no money in hand to spend the rest of the day.

  But all that joy went past once all of us packed to leave the place inorder to earn that shit money. I just stop by and thinking about ways in which i stay with my family along with doing my work also.And finally concludes that if you want to earn,you have to sacrifice something but a valuable one.I just sacrifice such a wonderful family for the sake of myself and ofcourse for them too.

   I went half-heartedly to drop my brother and suddenly felt sad when the bus arrives and i knew that my brother too feel the same. Although its the end of holiday and i'll leave the village by tomorrow night and i'll be in work by day-after-tomorrow morning and everythings gonna be normal. A 10 hr work,hotel food,cinemas and month-end gruesomes.What the fuck?

  Woo hoo,

   I just finish those hefty filthy tasks they gave to me and i am free to move now. This is really surprising and till now i haven't had know that i had such talent and guts to do that all. I never felt good like this before in my job. First time, i feel the jopb satisfaction in me.

  I love it. Just jumping over hurdles make me feel stronger and more confident. If you have that confidence in you,you can do anything. And for the first time, i wont bitching anything and everything works perfect. A joy before leaving to get another joy. How good it is?

   I just bought dresses for my brothers and my sisters kid,who is just 11 months old. You may look at her pics in my previous post and i love to spend time with that little cute devil. Moreover i love to be with my family over anything.

   OK guys, gonna leave the town by tonight and will continue the blogging after reaching my village. Bye all. I Wish you all Happy Pongal(Pongal,the name of the Festival)...

 As i am in the maintanence of the project i did, i wasn't yet faced any problems. But after the company granting my holiday request of 4 days, they just send me a bunch of tasks and they want me to finish them all,before i leave the city. Thats crazy. Isn't it?

 Coz there is over 50 tasks and each tasks took a minimum of 30minutes to find the problem itself. After finding whats the problem i need to correct them by alter the code of the particular page and then re-upload it in Server and check it. So finishing a mere 50 tasks in two days(Yes, i am leaving the city by tomorrow night) is not possible, as i am the one who develops it. How can they do so, even after i inform them i am leaving the town by tomorrow.

 Anyway, i hope i'll do my best. Maybe today i'll work upto 11PM and try to finish atleast 50% of them.So that i can leave the place without any stress.Otherwise its gonna be a bad thing when i come back. And i try to finish the rest by tomorrow and if i suceed i celebrate the festival with full of joy. Or else, i celebrate the festival with a joyful experiece as i never put up my work into my personal life.

 Will see, what happens. By tomorrow this time, i have some clear idea about leaving the city and i make sure that the pending tasks aren't too much.

Hi all.,

  this is really a good news to hear.Yes,i got a week off for upcoming festival which is on wednesday of next week.I am just happy thinking of going to my hometown meet my family,esp me sisters baby,who is juz 1yr old(Not sure,may be less than one year).I want to have some good times with my family as my previous holiday.And i hope it will.

  The next good news is,my friend who went out of city,leaving me alone was return back for the same festival by next monday.Wasn't it real fun,rite?.Life seems awkward for the past few months,esp after my holidays.But now all of 'em gone in wind with these joys in my mind.

 Its time for refeshing and feel the nurturing of my mother.Anyways no joys for the past few months to explain here.These days filled with full of boredom and some pain also. Leaving it aside, i am just OK.See ya all.

Hi all,

  I am back again, from a long break.Coz of those fucking project and damn timing.I work like a ox,eat like a ant and all that for few bucks.Anyway i just going to get an internet connection in my home to ensure that i am always online and not miss a day in tblog.

  I am very relaxed these days as i am in maintanence of the project i done.That means out of 6 days i work for only one day.How nice it is? So just wait and i had a lot to post here, which make me scratch my head over these daysm sorry months.

  Till then bye.