And finally, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow will be a holiday. Thanks for ramzan... Its a good festival kinda celebration for muslims. Muslims all over the world were gathered together at that time, and its their awesome festival.

During the past 30 days, they were in fosting... No food,water or anything for about 14 hrs.... Yes. they have to woke up at 3am, and have their breakfast at 4am and they have to stay away from the items which comes under food and water category... Finally, they end up their fosting by 6-7pm.... So its about 14hrs.. rite... I become insane if i skip my meals but wonder how they manage without eating for about 14hrs... Not even a drop of water...thats bit annoying for me and i'm glad i am not into that..as i am not a muslim..

I need to eat at least for every 3-4 hrs and if i not did that i just loose all my energy. Which makes the end of the day as 6pm itself. Despite of these things, i also think, how they eat at 4am.. I just eat only one cookie at that time and not even a glass of juice,. They are just awesome and no other words i had for them. Ramzan makes all of us happy coz its holiday for me....lol... But an unique fest i like a lot next to our traditional fun-filling crazy Deepavali.... Fire crackers all over the place and even at my food plate...huh...

By the way friends, i am on leave for the next two days and i just want to say you all, "Good bye..See y'all later...".... *going for resting*

I was been pulled up into Private Network by shichigatsu, and with half-minded i just open that private room of skumora. I was pretty much interested by this.So i decided to create one so i can keep my friend, both from tblog and my college dudes stay in touch.... I wish all my tblog friends to be there. Any topic will be discussed theras it is a private one. So no need to worry that some one will see our discussion, except our friends.... I expect all of my friends to be there.. Is my wish granted?

  After along time, today i feel bored. The project was finished two days before and for the past two days i am just sitting idle and surfing the net for information regarding the upcoming games. At least that is what i can able to do. the sad thing is even i feel bored with tblog too. I dont have the enthu to blogging as before.This makes me feel bad and who knows, i may get out of this blog.

  But still some things keep me to stay with tblog. I just want to mention those things.

(Not in any order..)

* Snakes and Ladders of LadyG

* Weekly story of shichigatsu

* Member Spotlight of Pirate Girl

* reviews by pretensions

* tampi's humour

* blackcherry who resembles myself in sense of humor

I'd like to appreciate them all and i hope i'll never leave tblog.. at least for now...

I go for surfing.... 

  As for my survey based on premarital sex, i announce the results. Here we go.

  1.This is purely based on individual and if they wish, they can or else just leave it.

  2.But that's better if he/she will tell about the premarital sex to his/her fiance or would be. Coz that will avoid(Many times create) problems which will arise in future if it comes to known.

  3.Why i emphasize point 2, is coz i m a virgin, and i want and expect my soul mate to be a virgin. If she inform that to me before marriage i just tackle to get my way out of her, i dont want a girl who is a non virgin by wish...Yuk...that sucks

  Being a virgin is a pride in our country..

  Is i am expecting anything unfeasible and extraordinary....

  And for Stop spamming about girl friend....  comments i get was...

  1.Its not harm in writing about ur gf in ur blog.

  2.Its online journal and you can write whatever u wish and think....

 Finally , i got some clear ideas on those brain-torture topic. Thanks for all who comment on those topics and those who mail me their ideas.....

  From now, i am going to stop spamming about my ex-girl friend. Yep, that very odd to all of you but when i think that if she read my blog and suffocate a lot by my words. I am very clear that my words cant be harmful to anyone even though he is my enemy. And if it hurts her, then i just apologize for that.

  I feel very better, even she read my blog or not, i won't ler herself feel bad with my words. I dont think what i am doing and even think that what i m doing is right or wrong?. By the way, i am very sick of being alone in the room, even though my friend is in my room. He used to talk in phone all time and it sucks when he is talking to someone and i watch him all the way he is.

  I hate being like this. I just want to tell my friend to  stop talking, but i can't coz its his wish. Tell me what can i do to get rid off this. OK... Here, why the problem arises. We're at home from 7:30PM to 9:30AM. Where we sleep by 10:30PM and wake up by 8:15AM. So, the time left is 7:30PM to 10:30PM ie. around 3hrs.. That includes dinner,etc.. In the remaining 2:30hrs, he used to talk by phone at almost 2:00 hrs. What the fuck is this?

     I feel tortured by him and he didnt even recogonise myself. Anyway i am going to live like this.  Live with things that ignore me. lol.... It sucks.. but i left with no choice.

  May be the statement looking funny for you, but the reality is Yes, it kicked my ass. I decided to improve my english so i just join a course at weekends. Today, my first day of class and they explain about four aspect. Reading, Writing, Speaking and Listening. Most probably you all heard about these things. They first check out which level we are in english. I got Poor in Speaking :( , Good in Listening , Good in Reading and same in writing too...

   The weird thing is i got poor in Speaking. coz i know i m not so good in english but i was shocked when she annnounces that i am poor in english. And i blame of myself and not too worry coz thats not my mother tongue. But to make sure that my english is good i am going for that class. So, friends what do you think about my writing. Is is ok... good or poor. Please tell me how i am?.. I want to get the feedback from you too. coz you are the real people who knows a lot than her, coz she is just a trainer.

  And obviously, i missed my office timing by the late arrival of my trainer. It really a bad feeling when ur boss sue you or blame you for that. So, my first day of the class sucks by both. I gotta do work two times faster as i do before.So, see ya later.

  This about explaining negatives of friends to them. It ain't be a easy job. You have to be bold and clear on point you're going to emphasize. Yesterday, when i am talking with my friend who is a very astonishing girl has some par good positives with her. Although she had some -ves too. When my heart try to pull up that word, i just think what she mind about that. coz telling their negatives must be like a injecting a syringe. Its painful but its to cure them.

  Yes, she has some poor -ves that'll let her down at some point but it doesn't harm me at any point. coz i am not the one who cares for her or love her apart from our friendship. While the conversation we made at times, she used to tease me which happens very often but she used to do that frequently, even though for the matters which need some appreciation. Yep... it sometimes hurt me and all of a sudden i realize that she poke at me. And i never mind that.

  My worry is that no men was like that kinda comments from a girl.(I'll tell u about that in later posts..) If she continues to do that with her lover or his fiance that'd going to be a big blow for her. I apologize for what i am writing, if it hurts her.(I know she read this) But this only for her sake and not to disgust her.

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And tell me what they gonna do with us?........... 

  Yesterday, after my dinner i went for bed and obviously i was screwed up by a new topic.... "Sex before marriage".. As i am aware of what i am talking i am sure it's wrong, especially in our country. But, many of us don't care about that and they still keep going on. This will change my opinion from negative to positive and there is a riot goes online between those competitors, i read somewhere.

  Now, its time to take a small survey on this.I swear that it wouldn't be of any personal experience as i never had sex before and i want your valuable inputs for my survey. You can comment your input and after getting some decent number of comment we conclude the topic. But this is not an big issue in some countries (i don't want to mention the name of those countries as we all know about that).. they have some good experience in it and of course their views on the topic is different from mine. I say that "IT IS WRONG".. But that doesn't mean its wrong at all.. This is from my POV and i expect others POV especially from various countries.

  I hope my friends in tblog really help me in conducting this survey and sure they provide some valuable inputs towards the topic.. Please feel free to comment on this topic and we'll be end up by finding the majority of people say what?. But, don't ask what i am going to do with that. Its secret... Maybe revealed upon the results of the poll and assure it rocks, and not sucks!!!... Start commenting ... PS:Anyone shy of commenting please mail me.. I'll consider that too..... Bye all..
 

  It was really a great trip and i enjoy the past three days i was with my mom and i won't let her leave me more than two hours straight. i want to see her very often and of course i nap with my moms lap.. Thats my favorite and she prepare some delicious foods that i love most. And huh.. thats tastier than any dish in the world and when i eat the breakfast today at a hotel very close to my room with my friend i had utter bad feeling in missing my mom and especially the awesome elixir dishes she made for me.

  How lovely she was to me. And she is so kind of me among us. Yes, my mom is my sweet heart and i really miss her a lot. If i live some reasonable life and afford to bring her to my room sure i would. When i came out of my house and say good bye to my mom, my eyes were partially filled with tears and i just hide it from her as she do.Yep, i leave the home with no interest and i hate the rest of the things at the time.

  Now, its morning and i feel lil bit better now. And the most interesting part is my sister , elder sis come home along with her son and i used to play with him when he is awake. He is so cute and real entertainer for me. He is the center of attraction even there are lot of people around him by his funny sayings and childish behaviour. OK... I gonna stop this now and dont want you read such a long passage. Anyway, i am back from a good, energetic tr that was given by mom and sure, my daddy. He is one of the lovliest person in the earth next to my mom.He never regret anything and alway left the choice with me. Coz he told me that your life depends on your choice. He give me 200% freedom and never let himself into my matters like i do.

  Nice day, clear sky.... Feel refreshing....Good day to all....

  For the past few nights i was been stressed up by some bullshit nightmares... Like i gotta engagement fixed with my gf with whom i broke my relationship a week before. This is the worst nightmare i ever dreamt about. I hate her to my bottom and i never want to see her again. But these things making me feel bad at the dawn itself.Then i sit quiet and recognize that is a nightmare and get ready to office. I obviously question myself why this kinda nightmares come upon in our life. And i note it down very often that, the things we hate more will be present in the nightmare as plenty.Why the hell is it? I gonna fix it myself by just erasing her thoughts outta my mind and even threw her out of the world.

   Or else the nightmare think that i am asshole who just fix the broken relationship with her?..Nope... never going to do that shit again. Its hard to even imagine her as my partner. I hate that feeling. What should i do in order to get the fuck outta my mind. While i am reading others blog i wonder how they keep themselves happy. Or else they hide their fucking bad feelings and just show us the good things to make our self feel good with them. There is a possibilty for that. I dont want to hide any of my feelings from others. I write what i am thinking and what i am feeling. When i am alone in the room(at some time) i yell her name and say fuck u. I swear i never gonna talk to her and whats happen to me. Is the devil inside me start its career.

  Huh.... lots of points in minds. I think i have a better sleep tonight. Yep... that doesnt mean i haven't had a better slepp for past few days. It just happens when i wake up at 8:15AM.... Better sleep from my words means no nightmares reagrding her. Anyway i am really feeling good with myself in rest of the day and rest of the things. No harm, no worry and complete joy except that nightmare about that bitch..sorry to use the word but its the right word to describe her. BTW i m going to my hometown by tomorrow night and there is no post for three days from tomorrow night. I gonna miss everything around me here and especially tblog and my friends here... OK... let see how could i make my way to hometown either by bus or by train....  I gotta leave office now so bye... Meet u all 2morrow....

  When i wake up, i just switch on my lappy and add songs in my playlist and click to play... Then i go to bathroom and obviously i am singing there......woo.. i like to sing in the bathroom even though the song play in the background or not.. Its a cool thing i did in my daily life..

  Was anyone has that experience?.....Yep... everyone has that experience and no one disagree with that. I used to sing bailamos, vengaboys and black or white songs mostly while i took bathing.. And there are some tamil songs too.. but i haven't mentioned it here...

  OK..Here.. if u had an experience like this just put what r the songs that u mostly hum while u r in bathroom... Huh... is it interesting.... Isn't it?

  Huh... today i met the girl(who i met two days before) in bus terminal and i want to talk with her.But obviously as its already late for office i just say her a hi and bye and get the bus. I was really disappointed as i were not able to chat with her and yep... today i want to ask her mobile number.

  I just missed it.But, it doesnt mean that i missed her at all..I'll catch her tomorrow and sure i kick her mind by my words as i did earlier. And apparently its a good one for me.Yes i m going home by this weekend. Yep.. sure i am so happy and i m going to meet my mom second time within a month and also my elder sis who is currently with my mom just for vacation.

  I pass this week by this appointment. Hell no, i am soooo happy and no words to explain the damn things. Regardless of my past few bad dates with my gf and all other problems that held on me i was feel good and it going to be best after this weekend. I an clear now and set to be free in mind. OK. Will see what happen tomorrow... Either ishe give her number or else er.... is there any option other than that...lol...Cool

   Since my friend got stuck with night shifts i was left alone in the room at night.We go to bed at 11PM normally, until then we chat abt the days progress and abt some future plans we made and sure.. abt the girls too. But now, i feel i am alone again and it reminds me the sad days passed on and pissed on me.So i decided to piss it on, by playing games on my lappy, to threw away my sadness out of my mind.

  So, i bought a game and want to get my hands on it.When i play it on yesterday night, i heard a incredible noise and of course a cool breeze, that i never felt upon before, at least for the past few months. When i open the window, i was excited to see its raining in summer. Its hot in the morning(yesterday) and now it's upside down.It makes me feel better and i sleep well by 12PM after i switch off my lappy.

  And when i wake up today, i felt that i wake up earlier by looking outside, but the time is already 8AM.. Oops i gotta go to office and then i rush up brushing, take my bath and catch my bus so that i can reach my office at right time.Yep.. i wonder how i managed to reach office at rite time. Anyway till date to my office, today is the best day for me as it took no real pain to get ready to office and reaching it in time... Huh...a pleasant climate to enjoy and i like it.

  I thought that this will be the right time to have a date with a gf and *sigh* i loose my gf and am not going to think abt dating. Along side, yesterday i met a girl in the bus and i just get her address. Maybe i get screwed up with her or else have a nice date with her. On monday, i sure i ask her phone number instead of her address(who need it :) )..If she gives, sure i let her as my gf and i start playing with her and sure i keep her happy unlike i keep other gf. I just wait for monday. Let see whats happen....

  

  There is a massive power failure in india and for the past three days there is no power in our office. So the employees make their way to home and it'd be granted as a leave for us. Sitting alone in the home is one hella thing.I've been like this for the past three days.

  No work,no phone calls and no chatting,means boring!!!!.. Only after my friend return from work, i am getting refreshed and we get out for make us relaxed.Now, for gods sake the power failure daemon get last from us and i type it with full of joy. When i m alone i thought i miss a hell lot of things including tblog too..

  I am in thinking of my future.I dont want to be like this anymore. Getting such a med salary and things getting screwed up by the end of the month. I am a bit uncomfortable with the salary but i managed to live with that, coz i am a newbie and i need some experience so that i can get a better paying job in future...May be after a year or two..Until then bitting my nails to decrease the pressure.. Being a teen or youth with such low salary is worst thing in the world... But i m sure i get a good one in future..