Huh..Sure...I think..This weekend may be a good one.. Its been like past for the few weeks and now its going to be near future..LOL..Yes..
Because i m going to change my room and its very closer to office.So i didn't worry about traveling any more.Then after i went there i used to spend my time with my old friend and we already a good pals in college. So that wouldn't be a great issue for me to stick with them.
Hope we'll go to somewhere and make ourself happy at the weekends like we use to do in college. Huh... I need a word from u friends.That's "Have a nice weekend"..

Don't get embarrassed by the title.. 'cause its juz embarrassing for me... Yes.. i m a bachelor who stayed in a room with my friends... We was four when we enter this room.. After 4 months the number reduced to 2 'cause they got a good job in their hometown itself... And after that we two become a close friends,not by fate but by nature. Because he is my college mate..

May be u wonder what's special in it.We were been friends for more than 4 years. Yesterday my friend(my room mate).. call me when i m in office..I just attend the call as usual.Then he told me that he can't stay with me and he wants to go with his brother's friend room... I felt sad and my heart is broken into pieces... Yes now i m left alone in my room by my own friends... For whoms sake i just throw some good offers from my other friends... I can't even sleep 'cause how dare they left me alone in such a big house..

I ain't worry about paying $100 for rent.. but i can live alone in such a big house.... I felt disappointed by the way my friends behave.. I m broken and no words is there to complement and no medicines to cure.. I can't even now imagine they left me alone... How we was in the college and how close friends we are..I really proud when i think it but not now... I left with no choice i have to move to some other house and start making my new friends.. I never going to abuse them.. 'cause i still love 'em..but :-( how they intend to left me alone.... It drills my mind and i cant find any answer for that...

Look how things go bad... I cant tolerate this anymore and i m movin my ass to someother friends room who is not as close like the one they left me... I sacrifice a lot of things.. Yes the traveling t ime from my home to office for me is about 1hr.. But for him its just 15 mins.. I even tolerate this and withstand but now he decide to make the traveling time reduced as 5mins so he get away from me!!!!!!  

Its horrible................Its fucking feeling when someone who u like most just get away from u...

 

 

 

Hi!!! It become a past that i got a good sleep. For the past few months i got screwed up by some problems. So it took me atleast 12 to go bed.I'll never be that before and i started t o hate things, badly.

Although its irritating to wake up at 7.30 in morning i must do wake and make my way 2 office,which is not going to be good if it continues for another 2 to 3 months... I gotta go 2 bed and have a nice sleep. I hope the day will come soon and awaiting for the day... (Not a)Goooooood night....

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I am really busy with my work 'cause i am a intermediate in programminng.. I miss everything that i enjoyed before... Like chat with my friends, blogging very often, and a lot.. It's a bit tidy like this.. I hate that but i left with no choice 'cause i shed my blood to earn money!?!! just for my own.. So i must work hard to earn that fucking piece of shit...

The damn programs always seems to be warn me that i am always smarter than u.. But i beat the words by debugging them...LOL...

I hope i found some time to blog here by finishing the current project... I feel real tired and go home..So...no dreamin until i pop out the error from my mind.... sorry... from the programs.... I feel bad to say Bye to you all...

Hmm... i juz want to say few words about my friend loosu.. As i m not good with my gf now, i just think abt her and i ask myself how good she is. Although she is not so charm and very gorgeous, but i like her most. She is such a care taker,loveable, and also talkative like me.

I think since she is talkative like me i like her a lot. Nowadays i think about her frequently and even i want her as my gf but which is not so good for her. If she like to be my gf i accept the offer.Hmm.

I am not going to tell that to her, 'coz if i tell this, she may feel proud of herself which i dont want. Anyway i am in pursuit of seeking a girl like her to be my mate. I think i got such a person as my princess and if i gotcha then i surely show her up to tblog....

Personally i never think about my past, which is not good to cast the time..Unfortuneately, when i m surfing yesterday, i was stopped by a site and ready for a lil' bit of humor by knowing my past...LOL...my past!!!! Here is what i get....

Your past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern South India around the year 1075.
Your profession was that of a shepherd, horseman or forester.
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
Person with huge energy, good in planning and supervising. If you were just garbage-man, you were chief garbage-man.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
You are bound to learn to understand other people and to meet all difficulties of life with a joyful heart. You should help others by bringing them a spirit of joy.
Do you remember now? Sure not..

It's really crazy... And it took me almost a hour to stop laughing at my own...I feel like someone kissed my ass.....Ha!Ha!....If u like to look at your past..Use this link to get over there..

And lets check out your past and mention it to me.. Just for fun..LOL...Keep smiling..

After a few days i found some time to write in my blog, Yes even yesterday i just spill my emotion which is incomplete. And i must agree with my friend musang about girls.Even she is gurl she also not able to get the girls mind. Which looks very horrible and yes, of course it's true.
Girls never going to change and they never going to stop hurt us.If things changing the universe is going to submerge in the ocean...LOL...Do someone agree with me.
Rite here we go..I am in serious work pressure for the past few weeks and even in my busy time, i tried to call her,which she refuses to talk with me.
I just leave her as a passing cloud and going to enjoy my child-in-me life....LOL... So i have a deep breath and starts enjoying things around me.. See you all in another post as a Le Old Rajkumar....A Grown-Up Child...Ha!Ha!Ha!

Yes, after few calm and quite days, i just call her and after a long try she attend the call and she replied me,"I am with friends for shopping..So please call me after some time..". Then she didn't even wait for may reply.She just hung the phone. What a terrible moment for me..
I started to hate the bad *** girls.. why do i call her?. I just scold myself.. Girls...please explain me what she thinking....?

I wonder about many facts, especially if girls do something. I can't understand what they do next and what they think now.

When i go shopping yesterday with my gf i gotta decide to play some game on her and i think she felt happy with that as asusally, but things go vague after i poke her.When i play,she seems to be enjoying but after some time she seems to be annoying.Look how weird this is!.

If some girls do read the post please tell me what she thinking about that event.It'd help me to resolve things in future.Or else tell me whether girls like playing all the time or when they fell pretty good?..If this is the case then we go worse by finding the right situation to play.

And i play a game like i don't care about her.Is this lead an misconception's on me? hey if we do it just for fun then why u take care of it.Instead u just leave that too? Am i right girls!!!!Being playful is a crime?.Do girls think this all time?It's crazy if u say yes.While we're back from shopping she didn't even spill out any word to me think that she hurts me but since i playful i even take it as leave ya..Just like i do past..LOL..'cause this s the best way of emphasize mine to her.And from then she wouldn't call me yet.Yep.. what wrong when i play with her and she behaves odd now where she not like this in past.These things looks still weird and if i think this for another hour i'll become dizzy-headed and lethargy. I hope she turn like me after few dates.. I think so...

I ain't be happy after that and decided to make our way back to our home and still thinking whats wrong with her....Will someone tell me what she thinking?????....LOL....

For the past few weeks i ain't feel good.And Unfortunately yesterday also joined in the parade of fate.When i get down from the bus,i noticed that there is no wallet in my pocket..I stunned for a moment and fiercely get into the moving bus.And search for my wallet, and of course fate shows off.. Nothing seems to be there and i get down the bus miserably. I was left alone by just having $0.8 in hand and i lose about $8 and my debit cards,etc..etc...
If u watch my post of the past few weeks u noticed that i been bit depressed by lot of anxious moments and i'll fired occasionally by fate.. I take my way to home and think that i'll got another good day in my life..LOL... What should i say except this.

The song that which i murmur very often for now is from insomaniac by enrique iglesias.. I love that song much than me..And here the song for u

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
'Cause I, I walk the streets alone
I hate bein' on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you
every single night
Somebody can't breath
without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That Somebody's Me

How, how could we go wrong?
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our
paths soon will cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right
here in my thoughts

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you
every single night
Somebody can't breath
without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That Somebody's Me
Ohh ya
You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You,when you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you
every single night
Somebody can't breath
without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That Somebody's Me (ahahahah-ah)
Good huh!!!

Without being take care on my cramped leg it's been more painful day by day.. I even can't able to complete my foot steps from my room to kitchen. How could i make my way to office. Its so anxious when u think about it. I been facing so many bad day from past few weeks. This month is a PAINFUL DAMN MONTH for me and who were all have the same pain like my LEG...LOL...
Its fucking hard when u were not make ur way with ur girlfriend even though u had the chance like i had:-( it sounds bad and really i hate my fate..LOL..'cause nothing to do with my leg.. i need it after it heals. ha!ha!ha1