Yesterday,When i am on the way to my home the city is scrambling with the unexpected traffic jam.I think that it happens accordingly, but when i came to know that the traffic jam was due to the Unavailability of GAS in GAS Station's will be there for few weeks from yesterday. That's the reason why the people rush to fill their tank full, and they all likely to manage with it for at least a weak,which is not possible. And due to the scarcity some GAS Station sell the diesel for $4.9 per gallon. Its fucking hard to hear that and we all force to see the situation that may arise in near future.
Hard to say that we must reduce the usage in order to make the GAS available for our future generation. Otherwise GAS becomes a dream to our child.. and we may explain about it for our grand children as a story...... So, i decided to go green by moving my ass to the affordable-commute the bus..

Finally i breath for a while in middle of my work. I feel that i was in the middle of jungle, when i join this company, because no friendly faces and no one is there to chat with me. But when i involved in my project,i really feel like alien, 'cause i am the only web developer in the company of the domain Java. So i ain't got any help from colleagues and i must learn hard in order to do my project.
And i really felt sad when they finally gives me the project..LOL...they juz believe me.. Yes.i go mad when i was instruct to do the documentation..err..it pains more than my cramped leg...After that no proper food,proper rest and finally today i get rid off my problem in the project that i has been faced for more than a month.. Thats the reason why i took a deep breath and looks so relax..
Yep.. i decided to go for my hometown to see my mom as soon as possible.. As soon as means.. my project finishing date.. I rushed up myself. Do anyone came across a problem that will make you to not seeing your mom. Yes i do!.. Gotta cracking my head for the past forty-five days, i gotta solution!!!!!! It really good to say that..
:-)
And once again i remind you all i am a child who always like to nap in my mom's lap..LOL.. You may ask me u do it after ur marriage.. Yes i do.. Whats wrong in it?

Yes.. i do feel a lot of pain in my leg. This happens due to the accident that i have met three days before and i carelessly leave it by never consult it with a doctor due to my busy work schedule!!! OOPS it sucks when i place my leg on floor.. Another fucking weekend with no outting or partying...!!!

The one that makes itself unforgettable in our college life is Industrial Visit that had been arranged by our college and organized by my friend VJ.You may wonder that, what makes you unforgettable and is common to all students who make an Industrial trip to some places.

It is common to go College tour but it's very uncommon when you stay in jungle on the way to your destination. Did the thrill starts?. Yes we go by a bus to make head towards our IV destination. Since it's midnight our bus driver felt lil bit sleepy and we all decided to sleep in a jungle with dogs and deers.This would be looking best at first, when time goes we ourself spend the night by make sure that there is any wild beast that can able to hurt as. So good to listen but not when u there.

After the night, we spend without a sleep we reach our destination by the noon of the next day. Oh!! What a nice place. We gotta big expectation on our accommodation.And our event manager(our friend VJ) head towards the place where we going to stay. After reaching the place we utterly disappointed by looking that fucking place..Yes. its nothing but a small house with only 2 rooms and only one toilet(Feel fucking when hear this).. Yes we ought to be there. We, around 25 students stayin at 2 rooms!!! Impossible. Then some of us decided to sleep in terrace. It really hurts when there is only one bed sheet for five of us.

We really spill our friends with all fucking bad words in the world, when we all pushed to use single toilet for 25!!. Some of us even now we can't forgot that moment.I cant have any words to express that feelings. Then after get ready we decided to see the tourist places of the city.We enjoy the whole day by poking each others. But our joy vanishes when the sun sets. Yes we have another accommodation vampire waiting for us.

Then we stay another jungle and make sure that there is no hospitals around the place.Yes, we really hate that.At the morning we move on to the hill top from where our hometown is just 125miles away. We finally release our breath when we make our way towards the hometown. Out of the bad part, we enjoy ourselves by poking our friends and flirting with opposites.(Even we poke them too). That really a bad trip with full of joy only after the dawn and before the sunset. But when u thinkin now it looks so funny and excited. We stay with the animals for two days!!!. Crazy.. i stay with them for over 23 years..But a diff is the one i stay with are all speakin and the one in jungle are not speaking.(n they didn't hurt us with words since they dont have the ability to speak). Rite!

Cute is it?...Its hard to say but its true.. i invented the child-in-me.. I guess it right because my friends and family always use the word on me"Don't be childish.. Be like a teen.." and i always refuse their words and play as i like. 'cause i live for myself. i enjoy myself by doing childish things.

I don't think that hurts anyone 'cause childs play never hurts anyone. Do u agree with me. If u ask "How u think that u r childish!!" . I had so many things to explain to you. But i can't afford to do that now 'cause my fingers stick with the keys if i do that. Did u ever drive a bike without the bike(like the kids do). I do it now too. I just bother comments on my childish behavior. Am i rite. Still i am a child who wants to spend my day with playing with computer and sleep in my mom's lap. Could it be kiddy? No.No. If yes then tell me one valid y i couldn't be?

I decided to be like this for the upcoming years too. ie) Until my time ends. Got it clear. Who i am? and Ha! Ha! what i am thinking?. Yes games and food with complete rest. This doesn't mean that i hate to work and do rest of things in world. It means i love those things mostly than anything in the world. If u left alone(like me..) just explore the child in u if u had one? No. each and everyone had a child like behavior. Did u deny this? If u do so then it resembles that u afraid of expressing urself like that. All our karma has a child in our inner self... Try to explore it.

Learn many things with it. If u feel ur childish behavior then u'll be so happy for ur life(Not in case of lovers and err.. others). But i m sure you gotta lot of happiness with that.. Why do u pursuing the happiness, if u be childish you got it easily like a candy to the kid. I feel like a god.(!!Child resembles god!!) Nothing to worry. I love my mom!!!Always.

I don't think what i am thinking now. 'Cause my mind for past few days thinking about my mom. Especially when i met with an accident. There is no one to care for me in my room. Yep.. friends may help u but it does mean u like ur mom did.. I hate my job for the first time ever. I gotta a flashy mind that may makes me get outta my job to be wit my mom. It really hurts when there is no one to care . when u have them all at a fucking distance.. Now my lips always murmur a word "..Fucking life..".. if you lookin my profile u see my interests that i wrote. Have a nap in my moms lap. How good it is.Anybody have that feel like me.Yes everyone can. Now i need that. but i can't get it. The upcoming days is not going to be good for me until i see my mom. It really pains in my veins.I'm always thinkin abt u mom.I really miss u mom. Yes.. i really

for the past 2 weeks i listen to RIHANNA's new album Good Girl gone bad. I was lil bit impressed by the Barbados born singer with her voice.... Especially in Umbrealla feat Chris Jay-Z(Remix).. I think i heard the song for more than 50 times a day... i dont no what i am doin... things around me looks junk since i heard it all the day.. I must get off that... Hey thats wat i mention in my blog.. Music makes life beautiful... I am calm... i feel happy... Yes of course... i feel sleepy too.. i gotta get out of my office as earlier as possible.. cause my life's waitin for me ..He..He.. the music is my life...

Today may be a great day for others and not for me... Today is my bad fucking day.. When i m on the way to my office i got injured by a biker. When i cross the road the bike crashes on my leg and i make my way to office with the stained blood in my leg.. Of course then my colleagues gimme some first aid.. And it really hurts me and my mood... So what a great day that starts with an accident... I think i am going to sit idle in office.. No work.. Until my mind get relaxed even my body too...

Why i choose my blog title to be such a weird one... Its not a sentence.. Its the thing that i feel everyday, every minute, every second. Yes whenever i am happy i am listening to music. Whenever i feel tired i am listening to music.. and whenever !!!!! it goes on. Whatever may be the situation i won't goin to stop listening to the music... When i hear it i feel good.. i got no words to express my feelings... So juz hav a try on listening to music whenever..........!!!! Its surely be good!!!!!

hi friends, yesterday i had a fight with my gf. yeah often we fight with each other i am the one to convince her always. Is it rite?. Or else i leave her apart from me when she fought with me. I can get any clear solution regarding this.. I cant able to get her memories outta my mind. Whats wrong with me?. i am asking myself... is it going to be worse? Oh..it pissed me off.. i cant even think about anything... What the fuckin feeling is this? Someone could clear me..

Hi friends, Hows ur weekend going.. i think its good.But not for me.. Yea.. When i wake up from the bed i had noticed that there is only $2 in my wallet. How could i spend the weekend with juz $2?. Its crazy to find answers for this ques.Sure i m not. So i decided to spend it in my home itself(Of course i am a bachelor who is living separately from my parents). I even sacrifice my breakfast..bcoz if i had my breakfast what can i do for my lunch and dinner..it isn't possible.. So the whole day i just sitting in my home and cracking my head by juz thinkin abt something..err... i pray the god that this is not going to happen again..Even at the end of month too. And i really hate that weekend that i didn't do any fucking things... Bad day for me Raj :-(

just ready to get out of the office. So i cant make a brief description of whats happen in the whole day. While i m in the work i feel tired because my eyes were not good for past few days. There is nothing interesting is happen today.So i decided to make my way to home err.. like the previous days. Bcoz if i m home then only i m happy. Because i love to be with my friends...(I tell abt them later). OK. i am going to end my fuckin day.. :-(

Hi friends, finally i found some place where i post my thoughts. I am working as a Web Developer in India. As a part of my project i am in need to study SQL Queries. From the college days itself i hate to study SQL. But now i was left alone with no choice. So i need ur help for me regarding this. If anyone please blog me. Rajkumar Gamers Zone (With little bit of work too..)

I think the people in INDIA may forget about the GAS after a huge price hike that has to be announce very soon(I think may be they announce it by the end of 2008). If so,then i surely give my bike to kids who want to play with it. Because of our country's political crisis getting petrol at a cost of 2$ is absolutely high. And i think my son(Of course i am single now but in future) he may find petrol only in dictionaries. Not from other place. Hell ya.. We got a new cycle to go to our office.Its a pleasure to drive it.. Really!!!!! Raj Gamers Zone

Hi friends, this s my first post in this website. I am a Web Developer working in India. And i am 23 years old. I am a mad about Computer Games, and especially like GTA , Max Payne, MAFIA etc. I am here to post my ideas and something that cracked my head like any problems, regarding both technical and Non-technical. I welcome comments from you people.